Sunday, 14 October 2012

Spiders Webs of Truth ~ GBE2 74

    Spiders webs of truth 
    turned to cobwebs 
    in our minds 
    filled with dust
    when we
    to trust
    trapping us
    among the webs
    brush away the old
    spider spins new threads
    we can break free.

    I've done it again a tenuous link right hereee 

    They are using fear to dis-empower us and making many of us ill through it. They work from the basis of fear, fearing that we will realise that they are more vulnerable than they would like us to believe. They rely on using our fear to make us compliant or feel defenceless, which is difficult not to feel in the circumstances...I realised a couple of years ago that there was a psychological war going on against us. I have got annoyed at times that the subtle torture tactics we play out on ourselves due to it have worked on me. The heightened stress levels causing many more symptoms of illness, insomnia and shedloads of fear of not being able to support myself so I may live.

    This is why I am doing my best to face my fears and work through them...I woke this morning after less sleep than I needed. I had made the mistake before I slept of reading about the upcoming cuts that threaten my sense of security even more and having already had the illusion of security taken away with the assault of WCA etc. In reality we never really had any security anyway, we never know what will happen and what other ways we may find support when everything seems lost. Living is an act of faith that we will keep encountering a next moment after the one we are living now.

     Smiles and that not all of them will suck!

    Just smiling widely as I think of an image I was co-writing of a possible future scene of my life. I felt it with all its love and joy. I knew it as possible, then doubt visits and I wonder how I will get to that point as I woke up. Then faith in the cosmos or whatever it was that got me this far will also get me to that scene or a similar one...

    Love will carry me through as I let go of my fear to allow it...

    This conversation has much power of love and understanding and compassion running through it. It is wonderful to be a part of it...

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    us us us us us and them them them them them, and after all we're only ordinary men...

    I'm tryong to get it up and playing on yourube but my net keeps dropping out my hub can't connect...ahh I am typing in the dark correcting is a pain!

    erm a message in that for me or you or someone maybe I don't know....I'm tired but filled with a fuzzy feeling of joy cos we can be who we are and dissolve the fear in moments as we speak our truth out loud and proud, even admitting our vulnerability, our fears and our dreams ...another album I love to raise the spirits is Spirit The 12 Dreams of Dr Sardonicus...I may need to get that playing...smiles

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    Us and Them
    And after all we're only ordinary men
    Me, and you
    God only knows it's not what we would choose to do
    Forward he cried from the rear
    And the front rank died
    And the General sat, as the lines on the map
    Moved from side to side
    Black and Blue
    And who knows which is which and who is who
    Up and Down
    And in the end it's only round and round and round
    Haven't you heard it's a battle of words
    The poster bearer cried
    Listen son, said the man with the gun
    There's room for you inside
    Down and Out
    It can't be helped but there's a lot of it about
    With, without
    And who'll deny that's what the fightings all about
    Get out of the way, it's a busy day
    And I've got things on my mind
    For want of the price of tea and a slice
    The old man died


  1. It's tough to stay afloat these days. Best wishes to you.

    1. It is and worse it is tough to cope with the uncertainty of how will we stay afloat. A while after I wrote this I went back to sleep and slept about 10 hours! I've been awake 2&1/2 hours and about to go make something simple to eat and I reckon I will sleep again. I've had a raging cold for about a week but rough as I feel it isn't as bad as the 8 or so weeks when I couldn't breathe due to health conditions being made worse by fear & stressing about what I couldn't do anything about...

      Best wishes to you too xxx

  2. Life sure isn't easy. Living paycheck to paycheck and wondering just how those bills will get paid.


    1. so many of us are in more fragile feeling situations these days...learning to trust in the universe to keep us afloat.

  3. I do agree with you that many, many people are in more fragile feeling situations these days. If only we could all manage to live more simply. If only it were that easy.

  4. Life is never easy but we're all survivors. Hang in there!