turned to cobwebs
in our minds
filled with dust
abandoned
when we
learned
learned
to trust
lies
designed
trapping us
among the webs
brush away the old
spider spins new threads
we can break free.
I've done it again a tenuous link right hereee
They are using fear to dis-empower us and making many of us ill through it. They work from the basis of fear, fearing that we will realise that they are more vulnerable than they would like us to believe. They rely on using our fear to make us compliant or feel defenceless, which is difficult not to feel in the circumstances...I realised a couple of years ago that there was a psychological war going on against us. I have got annoyed at times that the subtle torture tactics we play out on ourselves due to it have worked on me. The heightened stress levels causing many more symptoms of illness, insomnia and shedloads of fear of not being able to support myself so I may live.
This is why I am doing my best to face my fears and work through them...I woke this morning after less sleep than I needed. I had made the mistake before I slept of reading about the upcoming cuts that threaten my sense of security even more and having already had the illusion of security taken away with the assault of WCA etc. In reality we never really had any security anyway, we never know what will happen and what other ways we may find support when everything seems lost. Living is an act of faith that we will keep encountering a next moment after the one we are living now.
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Smiles and that
not all of them will suck!
Just smiling widely as I think of an image I was co-writing of a possible future scene of my life. I felt it with all its love and joy. I knew it as possible, then doubt visits and I wonder how I will get to that point as I woke up. Then faith in the cosmos or whatever it was that got me this far will also get me to that scene or a similar one...
This conversation has much power of love and understanding and compassion running through it. It is wonderful to be a part of it...
Sunday 14 October
2012. The lying, cheating, stealing, profiteering nasty
party....See
more
A letter a day to
Number 10 Downing Street. The government get all sorts of
free...See
more
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us us us us us and them
them them them them, and after all we're only ordinary
men...
I'm tryong to get it up and playing on yourube but my net keeps dropping out my hub can't connect...ahh I am typing in the dark correcting is a pain!
erm a message in that for me or you or someone maybe I don't know....I'm tired but filled with a fuzzy feeling of joy cos we can be who we are and dissolve the fear in moments as we speak our truth out loud and proud, even admitting our vulnerability, our fears and our dreams ...another album I love to raise the spirits is Spirit The 12 Dreams of Dr Sardonicus...I may need to get that playing...smiles
Note: I do not own
Pink Floyd or any of its songs.Dark Side of the Moon is one
o...See
more
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Songwriters: ROGER
WATERS, RICK WRIGHT
Us and Them
And after all we're only ordinary men
Me, and you
God only knows it's not what we would choose to do
Forward he cried from the rear
And the front rank died
And the General sat, as the lines on the map
Moved from side to side
Black and Blue
And who knows which is which and who is who
Up and Down
And in the end it's only round and round and round
Haven't you heard it's a battle of words
The poster bearer cried
Listen son, said the man with the gun
There's room for you inside
Down and Out
It can't be helped but there's a lot of it about
With, without
And who'll deny that's what the fightings all about
Get out of the way, it's a busy day
And I've got things on my mind
For want of the price of tea and a slice
The old man died
It's tough to stay afloat these days. Best wishes to you.
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It is and worse it is tough to cope with the uncertainty of how will we stay afloat. A while after I wrote this I went back to sleep and slept about 10 hours! I've been awake 2&1/2 hours and about to go make something simple to eat and I reckon I will sleep again. I've had a raging cold for about a week but rough as I feel it isn't as bad as the 8 or so weeks when I couldn't breathe due to health conditions being made worse by fear & stressing about what I couldn't do anything about...
DeleteBest wishes to you too xxx
Life sure isn't easy. Living paycheck to paycheck and wondering just how those bills will get paid.
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http://gigglingtruckerswife.blogspot.com
so many of us are in more fragile feeling situations these days...learning to trust in the universe to keep us afloat.
DeleteI do agree with you that many, many people are in more fragile feeling situations these days. If only we could all manage to live more simply. If only it were that easy.
ReplyDeleteLife is never easy but we're all survivors. Hang in there!
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